Disclaimers: All hail the mighty powers that be that own Brimstone. What's written here is purely for fun, not for profit. | Warnings: The usual. If the idea of smut involving the devil squicks you out, look away now! |
Series: Games Demons Play, #4. Follows the events in "Tease",
and all
earlier fics in this series can be found at http://sidewinder72.tripod.com/
Rating: NC-17. Explicit m/m slash.
Bait and Switch
by sidewinder
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"Hi, honey, I'm home!"
Ezekiel turned his head at that irritating, familiar voice
and found the
devil sprawled on his motel room bed. It was not a welcome
sight, even if
the off-white suit the devil was wearing was a surprisingly
good look for
him.
"You like the outfit? It's a shame white's not really
my most appropriate
color. So, enjoying the warm weather here, Ezekiel? I
should think it'd give
you quite fond memories of home."
The detective turned back to the TV, not granting his
uninvited guest more
than the smallest grimace in greeting.
"Well! I see someone's in a mood," the devil sniffed.
"Was it something I
said? Something I did? You know good communication *is*
the cornerstone to a
solid relationship. I heard that on 'Oprah' yesterday.
Or was it 'Sally
Jesse'..."
"Are you just here to annoy me, or is there some actual
purpose to this
visit?" Zeke was still seething from the last time he'd
seen the devil,
several days ago at the truck stop. He hadn't suffered
any more of those
damned erotic dreams since then, thank God, but he'd
still had a hard time
keeping the devil off his mind. Half the time Zeke was
thinking about how
much he wanted to kill him. The rest of the time he was
thinking about how
much he wanted to fuck him. Both lines of thought left
him feeling
completely disgusted.
And all the while, he was stuck in Albuquerque on a vague
clue from the
devil that he'd find his next quarry here. The newspaper
clipping Satan had
given him was nothing but an ad for a local restaurant.
Zeke had eaten there
three times now, queried the wait-staff, even followed
a few home and
staked-out the place after hours...all to no avail. Everything
seemed
perfectly normal, and so far he'd turned up nothing that
seemed remotely
related to any demonic activity. There had been no unusual
crime reports in
the news--no gruesome deaths, nothing that he'd heard
about from asking
around that seemed out of the ordinary.
"C'mon, I'm drawing a big zero on the demon-radar for
this town. Your little
clue's turned into a dead-end. How about for once you
tell me a bit about
who I'm here to try to capture? Just a name. Would that
be so hard?" Zeke
asked.
"Maybe if you were out patrolling the streets instead
of holed up watching
the boob tube, you'd be fairing better. I didn't send
you back here to
become a couch potato."
"Maybe if you didn't always have to play games with me,
I could get this job
done a lot faster."
Satan's answering laughter grated on Stone's nerves, as
always. "But you're
so much fun to play with, Ezekiel, why on Earth would
I want to stop now?"
Zeke went back to watching the basketball game on the
TV, trying his best to
ignore his visitor. He wasn't going to let the devil
bait him tonight--and
he sure as Hell wasn't going to acknowledge the part
of himself that wanted
to throttle the fallen angel, pin him down against the
bed and silence him
with kisses until...
No. No, he was *not* going to think about *that*. Not
on his life...or
death. Whatever this was, besides a never-ending nightmare.
Satan let out a weary sigh. "I thought I'd come here and
give you a chance
to apologize for your little temper tantrum the other
day. But I see you're
intent on sulking and being stubborn. You can't keep
denying your feelings,
Ezekiel. Don't you see how it's interfering with your
ability to complete
your assigned task?"
"Hey, don't blame me. *You* were the one who started this!
On Christmas
Eve...that wasn't me."
"Like Hell it wasn't. I was only offering you what you
already wanted. It's
all there, in your soul--rage, anger, desire..." Satan
got off the bed, and
kneeled close to Ezekiel. He reached out, his hand lightly
brushing through
Zeke's short hair. Zeke wanted to close his eyes and
lean into that
inflaming touch, but he forced himself to sit still and
calm, to not even
look directly at the creature so close to him.
"...like right now," the devil continued in his rough,
seductive voice. "You
want me so badly and yet you resist. Why is it so difficult
for you to admit
what you want?" He kept caressing Zeke's hair as he said,
"Do you know how
many souls have *begged* me for what I've given you?
You couldn't even begin
to imagine. I take such insubordination and ingratitude
from you, Ezekiel,
you should be grateful I like you enough to tolerate
it."
The devil pulled back his hand and sat down on the floor,
waiting and
watching, his gaze so intense Zeke could feel it on him
without even turning
his head to face him. Zeke still said nothing, did nothing
but sit and stare
at the flickering TV screen.
"Enough of this crap!" the devil spit out. The TV sparked
and the screen
went black. "It's all because of your ex-wife, isn't
it? When are you going
to get it through your head that you need to let *go*
of her?"
"Widow. She's my widow," Zeke corrected.
"Either way, let's be honest, shall we? Let's say you
manage to complete
your task and earn your second chance at life. Do you
*really* believe that
you're going to be able to go back and find the happiness
you once had with
her again?"
"Yes."
"Do you? Honestly? You really think that you'll be able
to walk back into
her life after all these years and make as if nothing's
happened?"
"Of course not. I can't change what happened...how much
time's passed. But
if we love each other enough, we can work things out."
"*If* you love each other enough. I hear some doubt in
there, Mr. Stone.
Admit it--you couldn't even work things out after she
was raped, how are you
going to work out being a murderer? A man who has spent
fifteen years in
Hell while she dealt with not only being *violated*,
but also losing the man
she loved, only months later? That's an awful lot to
'work out'. Oh, and
let's not forget your little tryst with Ash, while we're
at it...though,
come to think of it, you both gave that little bitch
a spin, didn't you?
Well, I suppose that'll give you something you can reminisce
about
together..."
Zeke stood up and went to retrieve his coat from the closet.
"Where are you
going?" the devil asked.
"I don't have to listen to this. I'm going out to try
to do my job, since
you're not being any help." He slipped on his coat, turned
around and walked
toward the door. The devil blocked the exit--he just
stood there shaking his
head, laughing.
"You can only run from the truth for so long, Mr. Stone."
"Like I should listen to you about the 'truth'. You're
the Prince of Lies.
And right now you're in my way, so would you mind?"
Zeke stepped forward. Satan didn't budge. "In your way,
or right where you
want me?" he asked with a smug smile.
That was it. Something about that damn smile on top of
everything else made
Zeke explode.
He grabbed the devil by the shoulders and slammed him
against the door.
Satan's eyes flashed with momentary surprise, but his
smile returned
quickly. "That's it, Ezekiel! That's the spirit! Get
tough. Get angry! Or
are you just in the mood to play rough tonight?"
The devil's gleeful encouragement actually served to cool
Zeke's rage. He
realized he was letting himself be provoked and act out
in anger--exactly
what Satan wanted him to do, no doubt. What he had to
do instead was remain
calm and not lose control of his temper, no matter what
the devil said or
did. He breathed in slowly, gathering up as much of his
rage as he could,
and tried to expel it all when he exhaled. The trick
partially worked; he
didn't want to strangle Lucifer now...well, maybe a little
bit, still. But
being this close, touching him, it brought back all of
his thoughts of
passion, and what he wanted to do now more than anything
was kiss him. He
was so close, so very close it would only require the
slightest tilt of the
head, and...
No. Yes. Damn, this was crazy! *He* was going crazy.
Zeke blinked his eyes and tried to focus. He couldn't
deny his desire--that
insane hunger for the devil's touch that had gone unsatisfied
for so long.
The only thing that kept it under control at all was
his stubborn will and
his anger. His fingers, dug deep into the devil's shoulders,
relaxed
slightly, though he did not entirely let go--the hunger
would not let him
relinquish that small contact. Satan didn't push him
away, nor make any
effort to free himself from his Zeke's weakened grasp.
He just stood there
staring at his servant expectantly--though precisely
what he was expecting,
Zeke couldn't guess.
And so Zeke stood, frozen with indecision, the devil in
his grasp and pinned
to the wall.
At his mercy.
His cock throbbed painfully at that thought, and at the
other thoughts it
quickly led to. Satan begging for *his* touch, now *that*
was what Zeke
would love to see happen. To turn the tables and see
if he could make the
devil as mad with need as he was, give him a taste of
his own wicked ways.
But could he do that? The way the devil was just standing
there, not pushing
Zeke away, maybe it was even what *he* wanted Zeke to
do...even if he could
never admit to it.
The smile lines around Satan's eyes faded under Zeke's
continued scrutiny,
as the detective tightened his grip on his shoulders
once more. The devil
said nothing, not as Zeke leaned in closer, close enough
to kiss him, his
lips just hovering above his captive's face. Zeke tilted
his head, not quite
brushing his lips over the devil's cheek as he did so.
He could smell him,
already *taste* him on his lips. His mouth was dry, his
cock hard, and he
was determined that there was no way the devil would
escape him now without
giving him what he needed first. Yes, *needed*. He'd
been aching for it for
too long. He let out his breath, slowly, and caught Satan's
almost inaudible
gasp as the warm breath fell on his skin.
Zeke smiled.
"Exactly what do you think you're doing, Ezekiel?"
"Playing a game. I thought you liked games. Except I'm
setting the rules for
a change." Zeke brought his mouth to the devil's ear
and continued in a
hushed voice, "You're always the one in control, but
not this time. I'm
thinking maybe that's what you're dying for--somewhere
safe to lose
control." He let his lips brush against the devil's ear
as he added,
"Someone safe...like me."
Zeke was answered with laughter, though it sounded rather
nervous to his
ears. "You'd presume to know what *I* want?" the devil
challenged, though
still he made no move to push Zeke away.
"Am I'm wrong?" Zeke ran his lips over the devil's earlobe,
then pulled the
soft flesh between his teeth. A flick of his tongue,
then, against the
sensitive skin and he got the answer he was looking for.
A whimper.
Zeke pulled back, slightly, needing a moment to calm himself
before going
any further. He could feel the tension and energy in
the air around them, so
strong he wasn't sure he really could control it. He
was playing with fire,
he knew, challenging the devil like he never had before.
But he was
determined to see this through. If he didn't get *some*
control over their
relationship and what had been going on between them
since Christmas Eve, he
was going to go insane.
He pressed closer against Satan's body, rubbed against
him, groin to groin.
He could smell smoke and burning fabric now, as the heat
between them
became more than their clothes could take. Tiny
bursts of flame danced over
their bodies, sparks that barely registered on Zeke's
already overcharged
senses. His lips still hovered, barely brushing against
the devil's ear,
then his neck, back to his cheek, never quite touching
as he slowly studied
every inch of his captive's face and challenged him to
break free. By the
time Zeke's mouth finally approached the devil's lips,
Satan was shaking,
his entire body taut like a spring stretched to its limit,
ready to snap.
Zeke met his gray eyes and found rage, desire...and fear.
The fear gave Ezekiel pause, and took some of the edge
off his still
simmering anger. "Trust me," Zeke whispered, then he
placed just the
lightest kiss on the devil's lips. "Do you trust me?"
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"I don't trust anyone."
"Trust me," Zeke insisted. He kissed him again, running
his tongue over the
devil's upper lip. God, to taste his mouth again! The
dreams had not been
nearly so good as this. Satan moaned against his mouth,
the vibration
travelling down from him lips all the way to his toes.
Zeke felt the devil's
hands reaching for his sides; in a rush of speed Zeke
released Satan's
shoulders, grabbed his hands and slammed them back over
his head, against
the door. For a moment the devil's eyes flashed red with
anger, but Zeke
insisted, "Trust me," and silenced any further protests
with another kiss.
Gradually, the tensed body he held pressed to the wall
began to relax, to
yield to his control. Zeke grew more confident and daring,
even as he
struggled not to lose himself in the excitement of finally
having what his
dreams had taunted him with for so long. There was no
worrying about whether
this was right or wrong, now, there was only the pleasure
he'd ached for,
and the thrill of this game of dominance. His kisses
became hard and
violent--he wanted blood. He wanted to leave *his* mark
on the devil's body,
his own tattoos, written with teeth and nails. He bit
down on Satan's
shoulder until he broke skin and tasted the rich metallic
flavor of blood on
his lips. So the devil *could* bleed...or at least create
the illusion that
he did. Zeke licked and swallowed, bittersweet fire rushing
down his throat
as he did so.
"Stop..." Satan panted. "You don't...know what you're doing. You can't--"
"Shut up," Zeke hissed, silencing the devil with another
kiss. "Leave if you
want me to stop. Go ahead. What's stopping you? Only
the fact that you want
this so bad."
The devil glared angrily at him. He said nothing, just glared.
"I thought so," Zeke said. He let go of the devil's hands,
grabbed him by
the waist and spun him around. "Now...get on your knees."
Zeke held his breath, waiting to see if he would be obeyed
or punished for
the order. After a long pause, the devil responded with
the former. His
seething gaze never left Ezekiel's eyes he dropped to
the floor, his lips
now mere inches from Zeke's erection.
"Suck me," the servant demanded of his master.
Again a pause, an angry glare, and yet the devil did as
he was commanded,
wetting his lips with his tongue and then wrapping them
around Zeke's cock.
Zeke nearly came right then and there, just from disbelief
of what was
happening. The devil, his eternal tormentor, doing exactly
as Zeke ordered
him to do? He felt a giddy rush of triumph, but then
wondered if he had
really won this battle at all. Had Satan perhaps tricked
Zeke once more into
giving him exactly what he wanted?
But as the devil sucked harder, skillfully taking Zeke
down his throat, the
detective decided it didn't really matter. Not at all.
Not in the least. He
let the pleasure wash over him, the physical sensations,
the sight of the
devil on his knees before him...incredible. He loved
every second of it.
Loved it *too* much. After a few short minutes he knew
he was going to come
any second, and it was much too early for the game to
be finished.
"Stop," Zeke ordered. "Stand up." The devil did as he
was told and rose to
his feet. He stood expectantly before Ezekiel, his wet
lips very
tempting...his erection glistening with pre-cum even
more so. Ezekiel held
back from kissing him, or doing anything else, and pondered
aloud, "What am
I going to do with you now...?" He reached out to touch
the devil's cheek;
Satan closed his eyes at the caress. Zeke felt him trembling
under his
fingertips; he was so wound up and in need of release
that Zeke felt certain
just the single right touch would set him off. Zeke wasn't
doing much better
himself.
"You'd love me to fuck you right now, wouldn't you?" he
asked, running his
left hand down the devil's chest. "Answer me," he demanded,
when Satan
didn't immediately respond.
"Yes..." The word came out as a desperate hiss.
Zeke smiled, as he stopped his hand just barely above
the devil's groin.
Satan opened his eyes, his earlier defiance replaced
now with a begging
look. Begging! It was almost too good to believe. Zeke
pushed hard enough
with his hand that the devil flew back and landed on
the bed with a heavy
thud. Before he could recover his breath Zeke landed
on top of him, pinning
him to the bed under his larger frame.
As he did so, the detective felt the intensity of the
devil's power, how
close Satan was to losing his nerve and needing to regain
his control. The
bed sheets started to scorch beneath them from the heat,
and Zeke suddenly
imagined them burning the entire motel down if they weren't
careful. He
forced himself to slow down, to ease up on his grasp,
just slightly, just
enough to soothe the devil's near panic. "Trust me..."
he said once more, as
he trailed kisses down Satan's throat, over his chest,
back up to his mouth.
He kissed him and touched him, possessed him with nothing
but gentle
touches, far more gentle than it had ever been in his
dreams, or during
their one previous encounter.
And it worked; straining muscles relaxed under his fingertips,
heavy
breathing turned into pleading moans. "Please..."
Please? When had the devil ever said "Please?" to him
before? "Please what?"
Zeke asked.
"Please...do it. Now! Fuck..."
"Fuck you? Is that what you want?"
"Yes! Yes..."
"Then I'd better give the devil his due," Zeke said. Not
that he'd ever done
this before in his life--or death--but now was not the
time to get nervous.
He didn't think the devil would mind if things were a
little...rough.
Soon Zeke had him on his back, legs raised, waiting, urging
him on. He
couldn't hold back any longer; he went on instinct, pushing
ahead, pushing
*inside*. Inside the devil, pushing deeper into a heat
that was so intense
it burned Zeke to his soul.
Satan moaned and closed his eyes.
"Keep them open," Zeke insisted. "Open your eyes, or I'll stop."
Satan opened his eyes and looked up at Ezekiel, still
begging, desperate,
and Zeke watched his every expression as he pushed deeper,
until he was
completely inside the devil's body.
Inside his soul.
The feeling was...
Unreal.
It wasn't fucking. It was...
Hell, he didn't know what it was. Nothing for mortal words,
barely able to
be understood by mortal thought and feeling. It was all
heat, heat, heat
and fire
and anger
and pain
and pride
and desperation
and beauty
and tragedy
and torture
and death
and life
and love--
Love.
Love that *hurt*, that was pain and aching and loneliness
and loss and was
so awful, he wanted it to stop, but he couldn't stop
it, and he hated it but
it was there.
Love.
It wore his face.
The sensations surrounded him, threatened to consume him,
his soul screaming
for release from its faux-human shell under the stress
of this joining.
Looking into the devil's eyes could be horror enough--staring
into his soul
was more than Zeke's spirit could nearly bear.
And yet he couldn't stop. He just couldn't stop.
Zeke's physical release came as almost an afterthought,
something he was
only dimly aware of. He heard a cry, not his own but
the devil's, echoing
all around him. The heat became a brilliant white light,
brighter than
anything he'd ever seen, except on the day that he'd
died.
The light was the last thing he saw.
* * * * *
Damn it, Zeke cursed to himself. He'd blacked out again.
"You know, Ezekiel, you soul could have been completely
destroyed by that
little game of yours--blown right out through those fragile
eyes, shattered
to a million pieces. What an ugly end that would have
been."
Zeke's vision cleared and he found the devil lying next
to him, naked,
half-covered with the still-smoldering bed sheets. "I
didn't know you liked
to play so close to the edge before," Satan continued,
"but I'll keep that
in mind for the future."
Zeke had the worst hangover of his life--at least that
was what it felt
like. His throat was raw, every joint and muscle ached,
and his ears were
even ringing.
"Foolish Ezekiel," the devil sighed, reaching out to stroke
Zeke's hair. "I
know you meant well, and I do dearly appreciate your
efforts to please me.
But there's a reason I have to stay in control...if I
don't, I could destroy
you entirely. And that would be such a shame."
"Because you love me. Don't try to deny it--I felt it."
"I wonder if you can really understand any of what you felt."
"Enough that I...actually feel some pity for you, now.
You're all twisted up
inside. You hate, and you enjoy making others suffer,
because everything
that's supposed to make people feel good only makes you
feel pain. Love
hurts you the worst."
"Love always hurts. Mortals are just too stubborn and
caught up in silly
romantic dreams to see what love really is. A curse.
Love makes us betray
our best interests, all in the name of an emotion that's
never done any of
us any good." He paused as he trailed his fingers over
Ezekiel's face,
tracing his lips, his cheeks. He sighed and shook his
head. "And I do so
hate pity, therefore if you say that to me again I'm
going to have to hurt
you. Badly. At the moment, I honestly don't feel like
doing that."
Zeke smiled, and he didn't resist when the devil slipped
closer and kissed
him. Not a hard kiss, only a lingering one that seemed
to somehow ease away
the aches and pains in his body, warming without arousing.
Pleasant,
comforting, healing...nothing he'd come to expect from
the devil.
But the devil was, if anything, always full of surprises.
Afterwards, they held each other in silence. Zeke wished
he could make sense
of everything he had seen and felt, everything he was
feeling now. "I don't
love you," he said, with some apology in his voice.
"I know. Perhaps you will in time, perhaps you'll simply
come to hate me
even more than you already do."
"You've been nothing but a complete bastard to me."
"It's my nature. The devil can't change his ways, dear
boy, I've been set in
them for far too long."
"So are you going to give me a decent hint about who I'm
supposed to hunt
down next or not?"
Satan picked himself up from where he'd been laying against
Zeke's chest and
favored him with a mischievous smile. He ran one hand
down Zeke's right arm,
and circled his fingers slowly around a mark on the underside
of his elbow.
"This one," he said.
"That's all?"
"That's more than enough. The rules of *this* game haven't
changed,
Detective, no matter what else may have happened. You
still have to do your
job on your own. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have important
business to
attend to."
"Someone else to torture?"
"No, 'Touched by an Angel' is on in ten minutes. I have
to stay on top of
the opposition's propaganda. Happy hunting, Ezekiel!"
A warm rush of air filled the room, and then the devil
was gone. Zeke sat
up, gazed around the room and saw the miserable state
it was in: the crack
in the door where he'd nearly pushed the devil through
it, the pile of ash
where their clothes had burned away, the dead TV, the
bed sheets yellowed
with sulfur-sweat and charred black in places. He decided
he'd do best to
make like the devil and vacate the premises as well...though
of course, he
had no clothes at the moment to wear.
"Terrific," he sighed.
A few seconds later there was a flash of light--and a
pile of familiar worn
and weathered attire fell to the floor in front of him.
"Thanks," he said, glancing down. At least he figured
it was the devil's
work. He cast a sheepish glance upward, too, just in
case.
He dressed quickly and got ready to hit the streets, studying
the mark on
his arm the devil had indicated and hoping it would lead
to some useful
trail tonight. He felt strangely optimistic that it would.
But first, he thought he would go grab something to eat.
He suddenly had the
worst craving for Devil's food cake.
End...